A scar means I survived

It's time to say goodbye to 2021 which came with a bad beginning for me.  Although I can't say that the entire chapter of 2021 was bad on the basis of a few introductory lines, because somehow it gave me a little insight to be more curious to know the story of my life better!


#_6 Jan 2021 

I had an accident that day.  We usually never imagine that such things can happen with us as well, and even if we do...we can't imagine how it actually feels when we face it.

That moment I felt I might die. I was shocked & blank. I just didn't understand what happened.

That night I could not sleep because of the pain and also because of the questions pouring down in my mind like raindrops.

I thought what would have happened if I died that day? All my future plans, my aspirations and everything else would have been of no use. Then what was the point of taking all the trouble for them?  I would just become a memory that would fade over time and eventually be forgotten. 

I was wondering, have I really lived those 20 years of my life? The way I played this game of my life, would I be satisfied if God had just said, "OK...come back dear, now your time is up"! Have I done something in my life for which I am really satisfied and wouldn't have complained even if I stopped breathing that day.

I had no answers to all these questions, I just had a mix of emotions which were making me incapable of understanding anything. 

These talks can seem very superficial and obsolete. But the experience is beyond explanation when one actually faces it in his/her life. 

Everybody who helped me during those days really filled me with a deep sense of gratitude towards them and it reminded me of the quote of Martin Luther King, Jr., "Life's most persistent and urgent question is: What are you doing for others?” 

That night I realized that we take life for granted. We don't even understand the importance of this moment, the people and everything we have and keep complaining. 

For the first time in my life, I actually realized the importance of having eyes to see the world. As after accident when I went for the first aid in the nearby clinic the doctor asked me can you see my fingers from right eye? And I actually didn't know! For a moment I felt, my right eye... is it ok or gone? I had several stitches just near my eye  but today I am so grateful that my eyes are absolutely fine!

Well, there are lots of incidents and a lot of things to say but I don't want to bore you people. So, the reason behind explaining all this is: we usually think that we have time but in reality, we don't know how much time we actually have. Maybe 1 day, 1 week, 1 month or years. No one really knows how long we'll be allowed to play this game of life.

We all must have seen the Olympics games. There the sportsmen know the value of every single second and try their best to win the game. Afterall it's a matter of years of hard work that they have invested for the game. But are we really so conscious while playing the game of our life? Because life in itself is the most important game we are playing right now for which we have given our entire life!

So, before we go to hell or heaven, we must ask ourselves this question that if we have only 1 day of life left, will we be really satisfied with whatever we have done in our life.

If the answer is NO, then one must think about it. Maybe we still have time to change our answer to YES. But if we wouldn't ask this question now, even if we live to the age of 100, our answer will only be NO. And the best way to achieve this is to ask this question every single night and strive to get a YES! 

I hope 2022 will be a wonderful journey for all of us.  I wish that we all make the best use of the time ⏳ given to us and lead a meaningful life on this earth.

I just wish that on the last day of my life I could say that I had an amazing time on this earth, and I lived it to the fullest.

Quote of the day: "When you had time, you didn't live, why plead for life now!" 

Comments

  1. UnknownDecember 31, 2021 at 10:27 AM

    I wish 2022 will be wonderful for you dear everyone has a bad chapter in our that doesn't mean the whole book is bad 😊❤️

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  2. AnonymousDecember 31, 2021 at 10:12 PM

    That was really a shocking incident thakur... But we r glad to get a stronger version of uh...
    Absolutely love your all blogs, keep writing ❤

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  3. UnknownDecember 31, 2021 at 10:33 PM

    Happy new year with new thoughts and new ideas 😘😘

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  4. AnonymousMarch 30, 2023 at 11:24 PM

    It must have been really scary for you. You are such a brave girl🤗

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    1. SonaThakurJuly 3, 2023 at 5:08 AM

      YES, it was scary! I think it's not about bravery whatever life throws at you, you have to face it no matter what. Although we play a major role in what life throws at us.😀

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  5. AnonymousApril 18, 2025 at 6:02 AM

    You are such the Brave girl sona literally you are grate

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